Unshatter My Heart♥

Disclosure:  This is something I wrote over a year ago as I was challenged to put myself back into that place I was mentally when my marriage ended to let those feelings go. To be honest it was tough. It made me realize I was in a pretty dark place at that time in my life and had not even realized it. Looking back this writing assignment was worth the pain as it was therapeutic to get it out and let go. I read it now and can say I am proud of who I was back then and how far I've come since. It originally was a song, but I was told since I didn't have music to go with it that it is a poem. Because it is so personal I have debated for a long time if I should share it or not. Lately, however I've had this feeling that someone needed to hear it. So whoever you are I pray this helps in some way.

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Unshatter My Heart

I feel lifeless and empty as I stare at the floor.

The pain of my shattered heart I can’t bear anymore.

The tears are long gone, the brain is foggy and thoughts unclear

I look up and wonder, who is that person I see in the mirror.

The face is so hollow, the eyes are so sad

Inside myself I begin screaming, how did you ever let things get so bad?

My heart is so shattered it feels beyond repair

Will I ever be able to love again or will I live alone in my despair?

As darkness closes in I realize I have to pick myself up and move along.

There are too many people relying on me to be strong.

With all the strength gathered I pull myself to my knees.

Praying for comfort, courage and faith to once again find me.

I pray for the strength to hold the pieces of my heart together so that someday they will stay.

The pain is not gone, but have hope it will get better each day.

Standing on my own two feet wanting courage to be able to heal.

Those tough steps will not be easy, but the path to help the wounds seal.

For this is a battle I need to fight and win.

Maybe someday love will come around and I will be ready to let it back in.

Unshatter my heart, release the pain.

Let the healing hand take over, bring sunshine instead of rain.

Unshatter my heart, let my heart start beating again.

Seal up the wounds,close the door on my past and let love back in.

Unshatter my heart give me courage and strength to see

That unshattering my heart truly begins with me.

♥ Tiffanee